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Confusion
These walls closing in
Fighting life with no defense
My worth?
No worth
But my mind
My body
And skin
Distorted illusions
Of what should be
These eyes blinded
To where I should be
Blurred visions
Of where I stand
My heart
My love
My goals
My plans
No plans
No goals
No love
No heart
Right back to where
I was at start
These tears keep filling
Up in my eyes
But my mind doesn't understand
The reasons I cry
My friends
My enemies
Can't tell who's who
Only God walks with me
Through all I go through
Heart wants to scream
But pride keeps me silent
Success is my desire
Fear is my indictment
Family forgive me
I didn't want to fail
Can't call another time
Asking you to post bail
Distorted
Delusional
Emotional
Emotionless
Self hate
Self love
No direction
Distressed
God help me
Please
Confusion
At its best
Written by NaTonya